It cannot be spoken, only held
in the tension that will not leave my limbs
in the laughter that is not shared
It is the bubble that never pops
the boulder that doesn’t budge
It cannot be released
it festers
and claws
bloodies my gums
scratches my eyes
Moments that can never be seen
Wonders that will never be witnessed
Who am I
that finds joy among sorrow
Bend not break
Sway not fall
Who will you be without me
I am not.
I am. not.
I. am not.
without you
No gore
no twist of blood and guts
Only loss
only silence
only screams
from a void beneath everything
The Universe is a Mother
She is everywhere
She is empty space
She is a crowded room
you cannot hear in the starlit blackness
but the vibrations reach out through spacetime
you cannot hear her
but she cries for you
do you miss her too
joy in this place
in this empty space
You are never alone
You are the Universe
and She is You
and I am You
just Us two
Wary Wonderlust 